Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Sent To Blardy Far

I am being sent again to a place where I used to work. Imagine the irony. Not only that I have something to do now. (I admit that I am a bit lazy) Now I have to learn something else which is a CMS system made with Java and deployed using Tomcat. Open source.

The installation help is not even helping me at all. The guy called me yesterday and asked me to come here directly to work.

What a way to work. I have to travel 45km just to come here. Drats.....

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Unknown to their eyes

Seemingly after what that I've gone thru, I realised that I am just an unknown or rather something insignificant to some individuals.

Now after what has been a year that I look forward to has now crumbled and thus in my social life, is not helping me at all too. I think maybe I should just go back to being just me. The once anti-social Rukky who doesn't care about others but himself and his group of friends.

Well, work has been gratifyingly good, but more importantly is there's no advancement. There should be a change too.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Break Time. Who knows?

It's time to relax. Or so it seemed to be! Approaching mid year and work is actually supposed to be so called completed.

But looks like it wasn't meant to be, proper usage of system was also not being done. Client still have not even started using it.

Integration with another system still is not even done at all yet. Then consultant asked to learn about Oracle SOA. Looks like a long year to go.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Been busy Working A Lot

Today's a busy day for Rukky. Well, it's due to some complicated programming and some reserved words and criteria based on the user.

For the time, it's like a whole thing being thrown upon to set the criteria meant for the user. I have no time to FB, twitter or anything online except write my daily logs on work today. Even she ignored me.

The only thing I can do now, is WORK.

Lost Reason To Work

After being in the office today, I am so gloomy. I was so gloomy and I don't have any reason to do work. If it weren't for my parents to shoo me off to work today, I doubt I'll be in the office. I don't have any motivation to work.

I've given up on work, on making lots of money. I think I rather be a humbug, looked down upon by others. Seriously this mood if killing me.

In the office today, no one dared talk to me, due to the face I am having right now. No smile, no cheerful Rukky. I think the frown look suits me now.